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Wailea-Maui,HI
Shark's Fish Tacos <3
Fish Co.
Makenna Beach
Sunshine <3
Fresh Pineapple
Books: The Choice, and My Sister's Keeper
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Gone at the cabin in Cle Elum, WA :) <3 Lidia, my parents and I are going up there early tomorrow to celebrate Thanksgiving.

Top 10 things I'm grateful for:
1. Family
2. The true gospel in my life (**especially the atonement: forgiveness)
3. Friends
4. Safety
5. Basic needs of life: Shelter(***especially my warm comfy bed) /food/water
6. Having a job
7. School (**being able to learn and strive for my goals)
8. Freedom
9. Opportunity (**I have been given soahy opportunities to excel and decvelop into who I want to become)
10. Scriptures

Love always,
N

Happy Thanksgiving!

Today was such a great day! I slept in and woke up and had a cup of Tazo Orange Blossom tea. (**I'm addicted to tea!) I then sat in the kitchen and drank my tea, and watched soccer games.

I then got the motivation to go to Target (**I have an unhealthy love for Target). This week I was voted Rockstar at work and was given a $15 gift certificate to Target <3 I started my Christmas shopping :) I am proud to announce that I have 5/7 people taken care of already. My goal this year is to be completely done with all my shopping by Monday (Nov.31) I am stuck on gift ideas for my parents, especially my dad. I have a few ideas so hopefully it will come together soon.

Tomorrow I am going to The Bodies Exhibit <3 I am sooooo excited! I have been wanting to see the exhibit for 2 years. :) It is a exhibit that is basically in depth of Anatomy. It goes over the integumentary, skeletal, and cardiovascular systems. And at 12:01 I am reunited with the love of my life EDWARD CULLEN. What do you wear for a second date ;) Tomorrow will be a BIG day

Love Always,
N

Christmas List (**for what its worth) :)
Flip
Twilight
Tory Burch flats (**red suede)
Nicholas Sparks book: The Choice
Dress
New True Religion jeans (**Disco Billy Aqua Crystal Big T - Savannah Dark)
Big Donation to a nursing school of your choice :)
Leggings
Sunglasses

So today I realized a few things:
1.I am horrible at matrix equations
2.I am the world's worst procrastinator
3.I hold onto the good in people and 99.9% of the time it ends up hurting me
4.I LOVE Tazo Tea: Flavor of the day-Berryblossom White Tea (***AMAZING)
5.New Moon is THURSDAY
6.I have great friends
7.Hawaii is in less than 2 weeks! <3
8.I need to finish my Christmas shopping by NEXT WEEK!
9.My favorite part of the day is crossing things off my "To Do List"
10.He's just not that into you..<3

Love Always,
N

"Every moment promises a future of endless possibilities, simply dream, believe and never give up"

"You're Not Sorry"

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
-Taylor Swift

<3

This song means SO much to me. K I am better off without you.

Love Always,
N

1. I FINALLY mailed my letters/Thanksgiving card to Matthew :) <3 yayyy
Matthew Harper Duffy I miss you so much bud. I really wish you were here, but I know its all for my own selfish reasons.

This weekend was full of adventure and fun activities. However I REALLY realized what makes me happy. As I have grown up my ideal "fun weekend" has really changed and been the sign of my maturing; I realized that what makes me happy has really changed. I really don't like going out in a big group, Id much rather sit at home curled up by the fire watching a movie or playing games.
Things that make me happy:
1. my odd family that is dysfunctional but totally perfect at the same time
2. thinking about my future and what I will accomplish
3. believing there is a greater cause on this earth
4. laughing with my friends
5. making other people happy

I am most comfortable in my leggings, cami, pink fluffy slippers and big comfy sweatshirt with my hair up. (**don't get me wrong I still love getting all dressed up still!) I used to think it was SO fun when my parents would leave, my curfew and responsibilities were gone and I was "free" to do what I wanted. Now I am really realizing that I hate it when they are gone.
Here is my top 5 reasons why I like having my family home:
1. I don't have to cook
2. I'm not alone in a big, empty, scary house: I feel safe!
3. I have someone to sit on the couch by the fireplace and watch football games/movies with
4. My dad knows how to work the fireplace and I don't (**maybe one day I'll learn)
5. My mom actually answers her phone

This week I have SO much going on-
Monday: Tutor for my math test Tuesday. Work. Danielle's Bday
Tuesday: Work. Math lab. Math test.
Wednesday: Catching up on my life. Christmas shopping (I know that sounds ridiculous but Ill be gone for thanksgiving at the cabin and in Hawaii for 10 days after that). Hot Yoga. Setting up my final exam for math class
Thursday: Hanging out with Chad Ford. Twilight. Sushi. New Moon with Emily and Lara
Friday: Work. (**working until like 1am closing) Sara gets home
Saturday: Work
Sunday: Work
**Ok it may not seem like a lot when I actually write it out but seriously!

Wish me Luck! <3

Love Always,
N

Daddy's Girl

Since I was 4 I remember always being a Daddy's girl. I used to sit on his lap during church, get tucked in every night by him and even play soccer together. Everyone reminds me how much I look and act like my dad, often this used to drive me nuts because I didn't see ANY similarities. Lately I realized how much I rely on my dad for encouragement, approval and support. His opinion and thoughts effect my choices and actions in a HUGE way, whether it is about football, food, or other things like school, or big life decisions he is the person I seek approval from. My dad is the hardest working person I know, he has always provided for our family. This week on his business trip (**which my dad LOATHES but does VERY often) I received the SWEETEST text from my dad (**at 6AM! told you he works hard!) it literally brought tears to my eyes. This text reminded me of how loving my dad is and how that is what makes us so similar. We both have big personalities that are also so loving. Sometimes we may not seem like we care but that is quite the opposite, we both are the most loving and would do anything for those we love.

This month my sweet dad found an article and put it on my desk (**he does this frequently and gets REAL sad if you don't read the article and get as excited as he did, its actually a lot of pressure with these articles) This article was entitled "Be a Quality Person" by Marvin J. Ashton. I seriously LOVED this article it was like it was written exactly for me at this time in my life. The main points of the article were how to better yourself

1. A quality person has self respect (**set goals)
"Self-respect allows a person to know who he or she is and what is expected of him or her"
"..continue to work towards high standards and goals to serve others, to continue to practice self discipline. You will not compromise your standards or beliefs."
"Remind yourself that striving can be more important than arriving"

2. A quality person is someone with integrity
"Certainly it is greater to be trusted than loved"
"To be worthy of the highest trust is a noble attribute and compliment"

3. A quality person will not be offended (**this one really surprised me and helped me)
"In life there is no time for being hurt"
"A wise person will focus on principles of optimism and hope"

4. A quality person will develop the capacity to love and be lovable
"It is more important to love than to be loved"
"We all need to take advantage of every opportunity to love with tenderness and sincerity."

5. A quality person will murmur not
"He will not find fault or criticize, belittle or nag"
"Instead he was positive and had no time for contention, discouragement, or apathy."

6. A quality person is one who has real faith
"With true faith we will increase our meaningful relationship with God"
"He lives. He loves us. He hears our prayers and would lead us to eternal happiness"

Other great things this article mentioned:
"Dont be harsh in your self appraisal. Rather measure yourself by whether or not you are living the gospel of Jesus Christ."
"Personal challenge: not to successfully but to live richly, fully, ad joyfully. The goal is not to wait for the right person but to be the right person."


Thank you for the GREAT article Daddy...

Love Always,
N