Alright it is official....I NEED TO WORK OUT! I feel like I was in shape ALL year and right before summer I totally gave up. Ugggh! So here is my re-re-re-re-dedication to working out and losing weight for a banging summer body ;)

Dear Future Husband,
I want to start by saying that I know the best things are worth waiting for. I hope that this is no different. You already give me so much hope, and bring a smile to my face on the worst days; I close my eyes, forget the pain I am feeling and think about you. I think about the comfort of knowing we will have each other for the rest of eternity. I hope that you will see me the way the Heavenly Father does, and feel a fraction of the love He has for me. I know that I may have gone through more than expected and had more heart ache than necessary but I hope you can love me for that. I understand how hard life is, and how difficult it is to understand to navigate through life alone.  Keep your head up and remember I love you and am rooting for you everyday. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Love Always
N

....when will i learn?